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19th November 2016

I was applied for being a documentary volunteer in a social event named "Inspiration Class" or we usually called "Kelas Inspirasi" in Bahasa. I wanna be an inspirator that time but I saw the requirement must have 2 years work experience. So, I give up with it ! No, I still applied as a documentary volunteer, I'm really grateful because I have a big interest with photography and kids so yah no worries then.

I got an acceptance email from Kelas Inspirasi's committee and went to briefing day a week before the event. We were learning about icebreaking, some part of child "world" like how to handle and communicate with them. That's totally different with how to communicate with adult haha.
The conclusion if you wanna be in kids world just be a kid then, play and singing with them !

I get new friends tho... heyhey ! Gotta know them ?

Kak Arziana Bokko - a pharmacist

Kak Arzi is an pharmacist in Bengalon subdistrict, She thaught the students how to mixing drugs and wrap them with paper.

Mas Rovik- safety worker and Kak Mega - works in government education dept.

Mas Rovik works in mining company as a safety department and Kak Mega works in art division in government education department.

Mas Yogi - our facilitator

Mba Fifi - an admin/secretary

Mba Maryati - our videografer

Mba Femmy - a midwife

Mba Rara - a Psychologist

Mas Mardiansyah - Mining boss

Mba Shinta - Our Photographer

Mas Nieko - our facilitator

Mba Nova - an admin

and.... finally the day ! we met in front of Sangatta Trade Center and went together to SDN 007 Sangatta Selatan. After we arrived all of students from 1st grade until 6th grade gathered in school yard and our inspirator did icebreaking activity in front of them. I was a photographer so you can find my face in documentation haha. All rights of my photos are already moved to Kelas Inspirasi so I put KI logo on them. Anyway, we thaught from 4th grade to 6th grade.

Hoaamm.... Mr & Ms, hurry up start the games I already sleepy haha

Let me help you :)

a pharmacist teaching time

SDN 007 Sangatta Selatan - 007 Elementary School South Sangatta

hip hip hoorayyy !

let's make a circle and listen me

we won a game from Miss Arzi

I see

Miss, I'm still in 2nd grade but I wanna join inspiration class in 4th grade

I realize that I'm still an amateur but as a kid I always curious about couple things such as art especially photography and I wanna learn from experience because I'm not good for learning a theory. Forgive me haha. Candid moment and fun moment are that I like the most. Maybe from a professional perspective, my shoot isn't good yet and isn't has a balance composition but I keep trying although my camera isn't as good as other. I always wait for your suggestion for my better result in next time.

Danke !

-Thank You-

Ditengah-tengah internship gue yang lagi super gabut gue scrolling feed instagram. Hampir tiap hari gue liat foto temen-temen pake toga sambil pegang balon dan karangan bunga. Beberapa temen SD, SMP, SMA udah ada yang nikah bahkan udah gendong anak.

trus gue ?
Yepp yepp gue belum lulus kuliah, belum kerja, belum nikah dan lain-lain deh *hiks
Gue bukan typical orang yang moaning a lot about my personal things. Gue tau apa yang harus gue bagi apa yang harus gue tutup rapat-rapat.

trus kenapa nulis ginian ?
Well, ditengah temen-temen yang berbahagia dengan pencapaian pribadi mereka makin banyak juga dong yang nanya ke gue "kamu kapan nyusul ?" atau "kamu kapan lulus ?" "pacarmu mana ?"
"udahlah gausah milih-milih" "makanya jangan cuek" and so on !
Kalian yang nanya gitu sama gue atau pun orang lain please stop and go get a life. Karena kadang-kadang kalian gatau itu bakal berimbas ke orang yang kalian bilangin kayak gitu. Yah mungkin mereka masih bisa senyum-senyum depan kalian tapi mentally ? who knows !

Emang hidup kita semua harus sama ? lulus kuliah- kerja-nikah-punya anak, kalian ngikutin pola itu dengan target tertentu. Hey, our life isn't same. Kalo kalian anggap itu sebagai lomba trus apa bedanya sama kuda di pacuan ?

Gampang banget emang ngejudge hidup orang yang ga pernah kalian tau gimana-gimananya. Gue emang ga berjalan "secepat" kalian tapi inget banyak hal yang gue dapetin banyak hal yang gue lakuin saat berjalan lebih tenang. Gue juga sama kayak kalian, banyak hal yang pengen gue lakuin, target yang pengen gue capai tapi kan ga mesti sama dengan timeline kalian.

Ketika kalian cuma fokus sama achievemnet kalian yah itu juga ga salah tapi ya hanya itu yang akan kalian dapat. At least jangan nyinyirin idup orang lain lah yaaa... that's better for y'all and others.

and... before you judge me you better get to know me first !

Masalah lulus gue emang lagi struggling sana sini, masalah jodoh ? sama ! intinya jodoh datang di waktu yang tepat dan Allah membawakan orang yang tepat :). No worries about future !

I'm not a racing horse, I'm a dark horse :P

I really a bad learner, I didn't make a note for it but when I "hang out" with my camera I really enjoy it. Macro photography is pretty hard I think because need more effort, patient and concentration for get a perfect shot. But, the results are really breath-taking.

for get a bubbles effect we used soda water

mini clown on desk

Being neglected.
Being forgotten.